{"id":481,"date":"2012-10-17T10:50:00","date_gmt":"2012-10-17T09:50:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/arifyoga.id\/?p=481"},"modified":"2012-10-17T10:50:00","modified_gmt":"2012-10-17T09:50:00","slug":"i-should-have-done","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/arifyoga.id\/?p=481","title":{"rendered":"I should have done"},"content":{"rendered":"<div style=\"clear: both; text-align: center;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/3.bp.blogspot.com\/-JW-gtzdG6jk\/UH5_HfGtH6I\/AAAAAAAAAMI\/rj0z-sCWwJg\/s1600\/Kecewa%2BSama%2BPacar.jpg\" style=\"margin-left:1em; margin-right:1em\"><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" border=\"0\" height=\"240\" width=\"320\" src=\"http:\/\/3.bp.blogspot.com\/-JW-gtzdG6jk\/UH5_HfGtH6I\/AAAAAAAAAMI\/rj0z-sCWwJg\/s320\/Kecewa%2BSama%2BPacar.jpg\" \/><\/a><\/div>\n<p>\nIf I can change it<br \/>\nI should have done that<br \/>\nI should have ignored it<br \/>\nlike something I couldn&#8217;t see<br \/>\nI shouldn&#8217;t have met you<br \/>\nI shouldn&#8217;t have looked at you at all<br \/>\nI should have run away<br \/>\nI should have acted like I didn&#8217;t hear it<br \/>\nlike something I couldn&#8217;t hear.<br \/>\nI shouldn&#8217;t have listened to that at all<\/p>\n<p>\nWhat could I do?<\/p>\n<p>What should I do?<br \/>\nwhat should I say next?<br \/>\nmy knee meet the floor<br \/>\nmy hand shaken<br \/>\nmy lips were surprised<br \/>\nit came without a word<\/p>\n<p>\nWhy does it should be hurt?<\/p>\n<p>Why does it hurts so much?<br \/>\nWhy does it hurts continuously?<\/p>\n<p>\nWithout a word, it comes and leaves<\/p>\n<p>Maybe like the fever before<br \/>\nMaybe all I need to do is endure the hurt for a while<br \/>\nTry to forget those memories<br \/>\nBecause in the end, only scars in my heart are left&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>souce:<br \/>\n&#8211;ANNAEM-Jakarta<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>If I can change it I should have done that I should have ignored it like something I couldn&#8217;t see I shouldn&#8217;t have met you I shouldn&#8217;t have looked at you at all I should have run away I should have acted like I didn&#8217;t hear it like something I couldn&#8217;t hear. I shouldn&#8217;t have listened to that at all What could I do? What should I do? what should I say next? my knee meet the floor my hand shaken my lips were surprised it came without a word Why does it should be hurt? Why does it hurts so much? Why does it hurts continuously? Without a word, it comes and leaves Maybe like the fever before Maybe all I need to do is endure the hurt for a while Try to forget those memories Because in the end, only scars in my heart are left&#8230; souce: &#8211;ANNAEM-Jakarta<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"wprm-recipe-roundup-name":"","wprm-recipe-roundup-description":"","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[41],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/arifyoga.id\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/481"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/arifyoga.id\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/arifyoga.id\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arifyoga.id\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arifyoga.id\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=481"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/arifyoga.id\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/481\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/arifyoga.id\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=481"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arifyoga.id\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=481"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/arifyoga.id\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=481"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}